Happy Now
Posted by Josh on September 7, 2008
I’d even like to thank those that I haven’t yet
And I wanted them to know in life I never gave up
But there are paths in which I may have gotten stuck
I’ve never prayed a day in my life until then
And as much as I’d like to, I’ll probably never pray again
I could have been a lot more than I ended up being
Until I saw the only hope in my life walk out on me
Now is a good of time as any to finally apologize
For those I’ve ended up hurting and all my past lies
I could never begin to consider I’d be this calm
Free from my troubles and free from the world’s harm
Love was never in the least the first thing on my mind
But I made a world in which it would be the only way I’d be fine
Now that I’ve taken the chance to look back on whom I’ve been
It’s bittersweet because I know I’ll never be this happy again
But there’s still a fear at the end of my thoughts
I just need to relax
It’s over now
It’s over now
I can relax, I’m happy now
